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Stalemate

by Vonesper

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1.
You never wanted to be my mortal enemy, but the broken stares just confirms what we knew An from where I can see it's like a car crash mystery of love affairs Your face confirms what is true Here for observing contempt on the dance floor The green fairy and I, we can see you: Drinking, Dancing, Bumping, Grinding Moving, Grooving, Tripping, Dipping Shaking, Breaking, Feigning, Waning We can see your eyes are shifting It isn't easy to be caught up in the energy from behind the wall Built up, you brought him with you And wouldn't you agree, even to disagree Minds are melting; at least I have the best view Here for observing contempt on the dance floor The green fairy and I, we can see you: Drinking, Dancing, Bumping, Grinding Moving, Grooving, Tripping, Dipping Shaking, Breaking, Feigning, Waning We can see your eyes are shifting Now how do we greet this dark calamity Standing there, you are so very see through A big problem indeed - Get out before there are casualties If you dare Your face confirms what is true! Here for observing contempt on the dance floor The green fairy and I, we can see you: Drinking, Dancing, Bumping, Grinding Moving, Grooving, Tripping, Dipping Shaking, Breaking, Feigning, Waning We can see your eyes are shifting
2.
Gazed 04:30
Dreams still remind me of pale skin and black long hair Intoxicating aroma (puts my mind in a coma) Wide eyes to stare My heart still shudders when I hear your name No one else is the same You want me, you taunt me, I want to be whatever you need me to be Then you would turn so cold, like the falling snow Time is going so slow Maybe I should just let you go Unfinished drawing in my closet is a reflection of our time A painted memory getting pushed farther away You push me farther away A ghost still haunts me The day was black, you had caught my attention Blue eyes had gazed on perfection You want me, you taunt me, I want to be whatever you need me to be Then you would turn so cold, like the falling snow Maybe I should just let you go... Time is going so slow...
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Getaway 03:09
The silence means that we will waste another day It feels so far though you’re just 15 miles away We’re getting older as I fight to find a way A resolution to start off a new decade Trade in that ego for some time of smiles and bliss Sense of adventure can be tasted in Your kiss... ...is... ...poison, and I... will get away from this I know why I feel this way That we have to go on a getaway Had it been another time or place We could have escaped The road is paved so we can leave today Just pick me up and we can drive so far away Forget the times that we could only reminisce On all the time that we never should have missed Your poison lips! Let’s get away from this! I know why I feel this way That we have to go on a getaway Had it been another time or place We could have escaped Time seems frozen! Life is stolen! Lips of poison! Tell me why you don’t even try We gotta get away... Don’t know why I feel this way Now I’m feelin’ that I’ve have to get away Now that I’ve had my taste This memory it won’t erase I know why I feel this way That we have to go on a getaway Had it been another time or place We could have escaped I know why I feel this way That we have to go on a getaway Had it been another time or place We could have escaped
5.
(blue star) 01:36
(follow it over the Tappan Zee Bridge)
6.
Magnetic pull through sliding doors Something about the electric blue decor Kidnapped soul fantasy scenario replayed forever with this song on the streeo Go! Batcave initiation Antagonistic, ill intentions A part of me was taken with you I just don't understand anything that you do, No! Where did you come from? Why are we here drawing in closer without even a fear? It is such a mystery Energy through us like flowing electricity These magic moments of time How it's what's keeping us alive Like an instinct beamed from space I don't know how it got to this place Where did you come from? Why are we here drawing in closer without even a fear? It is such a mystery Energy through us like flowing electricity
7.
Obituaries 03:34
I always look to see if you're in the obituaries To fulfill my wildest why-have-you-not-seen-me theories But your face is never there so I guess that you still breathe So I conclude that you just like to suffer And I tried, oh how I tried... ...I've so tried, but you love to suffer I'm looking to see because it might just put my mind at ease I have a lot of why-have-you-not-called-me fantasies So far, no luck, so I can guess that your heart still beats So I conclude you love to make me suffer And I tried, oh, how I've tried... ...I've so tried but you love to suffer Let me hear you breathe Let me see you smile again Let me hear you breathe Will you let me listen to your heartbeat?
8.
P.O.V. 02:27
You don't know the things I'd do to you I wish you could look up from my point of view You are no longer the girl I thought I knew Just bring your body, I will provide taboo I want to fuck you senseless
9.
Taboo 01:34
I want to gouge out your eyes so you can never see the mess you made I want to lick up your thighs, slice of life from my razor blade I want to tear off your ears, you will never hear me say your name again Cause the makeup to smear, burning passion that can't be abstained Seal up your sense of smell, steal the scent in the air that turns you on Lick the flames of my hell, burning you up from dusk till dawn I want to rip out your tongue so you will never get to taste my sweat again A desire so young intensity too bright it can't sustain I want to ice up your skin to match the coldness in your heart Numb the agony when you won't know when we're together or apart I want to fuck you senseless
10.
You can't kill the ghost of 21-17 Protect yourself and let me free Obsession v. reality Can't clear a room of memory Protect yourself and fall for me This might be better on out knees "Hey!" she'd say, "I think I'll disappear today" You can't scrape the marks off the wall You scream my name but never call Hey! Confess! You're slipping into nothingness I know your scent anywhere I see your skin and feel your stare "Ah you make me imagine such debauched and decadent things" "And all the world falls down among her melting Icarus wings" Excuse me Mistress, Long time since I've heard from you Wicked enchantress... Torturing temptress... We never got to have one last caress Stumble down the hall and remember He slaps my face and kisses my lips A red velvet box of memories of the things chosen to be missed Dark dreams so vast and vivid At your feet, hands tangled in dark hair This is our cross to bear (you always hear me say your name...)
11.
If we're alive tomorrow could we dance naked in the rain Sing away our sorrows, sweat away our pain And if I died tomorrow, would you dance naked on my grave Let us seize the moment, take in everything Said you cared, said you loved, but where are those thoughts now In repair, in your stare, let's make sure we figure out how Everything we have could be so perfect At least will you let me give you one last kiss Let's Take Everything in Now Don't leave anything out now It's no time for a breakdown Take everything, and take it now Why can't you tell me all of your thoughts now I'm sure you know it's no time for a breakdown Lets get high in your eyes and this time no goodbyes Let's create a new state, no one else can relate And let's both be happy And we'll all be happy
12.
Strangers 03:29
I get nervous when I talk to strangers I get excited when I talk to strangers The night's so young, so much we can do It's getting late and it's time for danger Enter the night, on my worst behavior I'm excited because this person's not you So say what you need to say to me Close the door and lose the key Tonight I turn my mind off from you The sky is dark so it's time for danger You're not around and I talk to strangers Now there is nothing that I won't do... I'm out alone and I crave stimulation My mind is fresh, accepting temptation It's an adventure that I pursue Body of sin, I need some salvation I don't know my final destination I'm looking for trouble to get into The sky is dark so it's time for danger You're not around and I talk to strangers Now there is nothing that I won't do...
13.
Stalemate 02:22
So many times I want to say "Fuck You!," but you're never around for it Pushing things to the limit in this push and pull relationship So many times you wanted to reach out but I never know about it Pulling things past the limit in this push and pull relationship Continue down the path of self-destruction, you're going to die so lonely Counting down the days does no good when that day never comes 3 years and counting, baby Stalemate. Nobody has won So many times I've tried to pull you out , my rope is shorter than your pit Pushing yourself back down in it in this push and pull relationship So many times you push to not exist leaving me hanging in the noose Kaboom! You made a direct hit in this push and pull relationship Continue down the path of self-destruction, you're going to die so slowly Counting down the days does no good when that day never comes 3 years and counting, baby Stalemate. Nobody has won You push...I pull... Pushing things past the limit, pulled into your blackest hole Pushing things past the limit, time has taken it's toll

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released February 27, 2014

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"Stalemate"

Words and Music by Kevin Vonesper
except (1), music by Kevin Vonesper & Rachel Krause

Produced and Recorded by Kevin Vonesper and Kris Halpern
at Vonesper Studios, Astoria, NY

Additional Recording by Keith Rankin at Evil Kitty Studios, The Colony, TX

Mixed by Kevin Vonesper and Kris Halpern
with assistance of Flam (Mindsweve Studios), Philip Aitken & Scott
Machover (Better Luck Dead Man)

Mastered by Michael A. Judeh for DeadScratch Productions

Performed and Arranged by Vonesper:

Meg Doxy: All Vocals (except where noted)
Kevin Vonesper: Bass, Programming, Keyboards.
Kris Halpern: All Guitars (except where noted)
Rachel Krauss & Rebecca Schlappish: Violins
Sam Oatts: Horns (3, 4), Voices (10, 11)
Erica Xenne: Piano (10, 11)
Ed Joseph Maximilian Norey III: Additional Guitars (3, 6, 12), Vocals (12)
Daltron Jobson: Guitar solos (6, 7), Additional rhythm guitars (7)
Keith Rankin: Guitar solo (11)
Krztoff: Additional lead vocals (7), Background vocals and noise (10)
Lou Are: Screams, Voices (7, 8, 9, 13)
Tibbie X: Additional lead vocals (9)
Eddie Cooper: Background vocals (2, 12)
Evan Kleinman: Screams (13)
Greg Engbrecht: Vocal percussion (11)
and
Bill Manspeaker: (6)

Artwork Created by: Kevin Vonesper & Kris Halpern
Logo Art: Demetrius Felder (with design by Kevin Vonesper, Janice Garingo & Victoria Stewart)
Photography and Cover: Dwayne Burgess

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